Friday 14 December 2012

Waiting for Someone Special...





Jest to juz szosty tydzien ciazy, w te Sobote. Jest to tez dokladnie 6 tygodni odkad mieszkamy razem, zaszlam w ciaze dokladnie w dzien kiedy razem zamieszkalismy, zainaugorowalismy to w stylu :) Moj brzuszek jest juz zaokarglony, choc podobno mozna ciaze zuwazyc dopiero po 3 miesiacach. Troche do tego moze sie przyczyniac fakt ze objadam sie za 'Troje' hihi. Wykorzystuje ten okres teraz jako calkowite wakacje od diety, nie musze sie przejmowac kaloriami, jem kiedy chce, bajka :) Nie mam na razie zadnych mdlosci czy boli, jedynie w zeszly weekend zlapal mnie bol bioder, ktory trzymal pare dni, troche mi doskwieraly stawy biodrowe, szczegolnie nocami, na szczescie wszystko przeszlo po paru dniach. Jedyne zmiany oprocz zaokraglonego brzusia ktore zauwazam to przesuszone kaciki ust i wieksza bezsennosc, potrafie nie spac po pare godzin w nocy, ale podobno jest to normalne dla tego okresu.
Mimo ze mieszkam tu juz szesc tygodni, nadal jeszcze jest mnostwo moich rzeczy  nie rozpakowanych na dole, telewizor, stol, posciel, CDs, i rozne drobnostki biurowe itp. Wszystko tu sie dzieje w slimaczym tempie, troche komplikuje fakt ze Pete ma dom umeblowany a moje rzeczy sa 'doublami' wiec jest to sztuka kompromisu.
Teraz w Poniedzialek mamy pierwsze spotkanie z polozna, ktora sprawdzi mi poziom krwi, zrobi inne badania i da pare rad. Bedzie mnie tez prowadzila przez ciaze, wiec na pewno bedziemy sie potykac regularnie. Jestem ciekawa spotkania i tego co sie dowiem. Bedzie to tez pierwsze oficjalne badanie plodu, troszke sie denerwuje, choc na pewno wszystko bedzie w porzadku :)

Friday 7 December 2012


Wydaje mi sie ze te napakowane dni ostatnio przygotowuja mnie do jeszcze bardziej napakowanych dni w przyszlosci :) Powoli sobie proboje dac rade z nawalem obowiazkow, choc ciagle mam wrazenie ze nic nie posuwa sie naprzod. Jakbym ciagle grzeznela w blocie po kolana, gdziez podziewa sie moja ciezka praca? Nigdzie nie widac jej efektow.
Teraz wyjatkowo musze przestrzegac diety, najwazniejsze abym nie zjadla niczego zakazanego. Nie mam problemow z jedzeniem wiekszej ilosci owocow czy warzyw, to sama przyjemnosc, troszke kosztowna ale naprawde przyjemnosc :)
Na szczescie jutro weekend, wybieramy sie na Swiateczny Market do Padstow, kupic Peteowi nowe buty do pracy, gdyz te ma juz bezwstydnie dziurawe oraz kupic pare drobiazgow na wyslanie rodzicom w paczce swiatecznej. Moze jak bedzie chwila porobimy cos w domu, wstawimy drzwi do sypialni badz pomalujemy panele na schodach - miejmy nedzieje ze choc jedna rzecz uda nam sie zrobic :)
Teraz wieczor spedze czytajac ksiazki i konczac swiateczne ozdoby serduszkowe, to bedzie chwila relaksu :)

Thursday 6 December 2012

Swiatelka swiateczne maja niesamowita czarujaca moc, niewazne czy z radoscia oczekujesz na Swieta czy nie, one zawsze przyniosa cieplo twemu serduszku. Czasami nie chce sie rozpakowywac choinki i jej ubierac, ale jak juz sie zacznie idzie to szybko, a po ukonczeniu mozna zasiasc z kubkiem goracej kawy i chlonac Swiateczna atmosfere...
Dzis jest 6 Grudnia, czyli Mikolajki w Polsce, dzien kiedy dostaje sie mnostwo slodkosci od Mikolaja. W tym tygodniu Mikolaj przyniosl nam mile wiesci i mam nadzieje ze zmienia wszystko na lepsze.
Czyz nie jest to dziwne ze kiedy przez cale zycie uganiasz sie za jedna rzecza gdy ja w koncu dostaniesz nagle zdajesz sobie sprawe ze okolicznosci w ktorych jestes sa tak malo idealne. Moze nie ma idealnych okolicznosci i nalezy zyc wokol tego co postawilo na twojej drodze zycie, nie szukajac niczego 'lepszego'?
Musze sie nauczyc tej jednej rzeczy :)

Friday 30 November 2012



it's never good when the man says that you're controlling him too much, it's so tricky to know when the persuasion stops and the controlling starts...
we're going to meet my brother and his family tomorrow and although I'm not very nervous I think Pete is slightly nervvy. I'm sure it all will be fine and we'll have a nice evening, watch some movies, have a go at their new dance game console, I look forward to that.
With so many things to sort out today I can say that I've went through most of the unpleasant ones, call to BT to cancel my broadband package (of course there will be fee of over £99 for early cancellation), and to cancel my email package. I hate calling those companies, they're all nice and helpful as long as you're spending money - but when you need to cancel, they all make big fuss about it!
Surprisingly I've bumped into my friend yesterday, he happens to live in the same village, and just around the corner from me, amazing :) That's so true it's a small world.
My Christmas ambitions continue with making the heart bunting, maybe it's not as impressive as the photo, which I found on Google, but never the less it's enjoyable to make and gives some sense to my passing days :)

Monday 26 November 2012



Such a small addition, but make a massive difference, finally we're having doors in the house! My partner is having 'love-hate' relationship with the doors and has removed nearly all of the internal doors around the house, I didn't even realise how great job they do when it comes to keeping the heat! Now the winter is on it's way the house is slowly becoming very cold. When there's no door to keep the cold coming in from the front door or cat flap, the cold travels freely all around the house. We've agreed to get the door today from reclamation yard, and now that we've started to put them in we can already feel the difference in the temperature - I'm really glad we got around doing it :)

Friday 23 November 2012



Pursuing my hobby - writing a Blog. It's been a busy day unpacking at home and finally there are some visible changs aka progress. More space in the kitchen cupboards means more space for my stuff and I can fold another empty carboard box - success. Although after 3 weeks of living here I thought I will be nearly almost unpacked. All takes time I suppose.
We're off to barn dance tomorrow night and cornich wrestling during a day, it's going to be an interesting day. We might put the Christmas Tree up - hopefully - and also maybe just maybe get the washing machine fixed. Although I do not see this happening, and the damp clothes will be there in the bowl lying outdoors as they did for last 3 days. I do not know how to deal with a partner who is sooo 'laid back'.
I need to have more patience on nearly every step :)

Thursday 22 November 2012




So here I am writing the first post on my first personal Blog, thank you for stopping by! Trying to be patient with my keyboard which can be very unresponsive lately. 
So Neverending Pursuit of Neverland is basically bearing my soul (although these are the intentions, don't know if I will be brave enough in the end), talking about my views on life I chose, finding out if it actually makes me happy and also having a hobby :) 
Most of my life has been one big Neverending Pursuit of 'perfect' - perfectly cleaned cupboards, polished shoes, perfect atmosphere at work, perfect living arrangements. Never have i been good at fitting into the expected mould, my freedom and independence have been the most important things in my life. Impatient, brutally honest and not very gentle when it comes to inter-personal situations - that would be me in a pill.
Well, my honesty might be not considered as a flaw by some people, yet I'm trying to hold more in these days - "count to 10 before you speak in anger" - that's what my parents always said. I try to practice it more now, and it really makes miracolous changes - I'm honestly surprised!
Pursuit of Perfect is also responsible for my love life so far - I was always finding flaws in any boyfriend / date, which were always impossible to stand. I have realised only lately there's no Perfect Man, as nobody's perfect. It's better to set for 'Man Good Enough Right Now' and find happiness with him. Surprisingly it can work, as long you work on it (both). 

Thanks for reading and come back soon :)